I'm 4 weeks and 3 days pregnant.
This is a pretty amazing time for me. I didn't expect to be pregnant right now, or even this year. There were even times that I didn't expect to ever have any more kids.
I'm not exactly in the "best" position to be having another baby. There has been a recent rise in the drama-factor. My boyfriend and I are obviously not married. I'm not financially comfortable, but I'm not starving either. I have another child whom I adore, who will have to learn to share the amount of attention I can normally give all to her. It's not a large list, but there are enough reasons to not be having a baby right now. None of them convince me to do otherwise.
All day long at work, I couldn't help but think, I'm going to have a baby....I'm going to have a baby!!!.
Wow. I still can't believe it.
What an amazing year this is going to be!